Monday, September 30, 2013

Clowns Cry


Who am I?

My ama told me all of my life that this is who I was, who we were.
            Who my brother is . . .
            Who she was . . .
They were all lies

So today I get to decide . . .
Who I am based on the truths I know about myself
Not my family . . .
Not society . . .

So I’m having a private party, just me myself and I!
Celebrating the who I am
The woman I am today, walking a spiritual path, living as much in the moment as I possibly can. To stay focused in the present and confident that I will never be alone again. I see all there is and I am abundant. Letting go of yesterdays regrets and tomorrows worries.
Celebrating the me, myself and I
No longer a clown that Cries

Sunday, September 29, 2013

Clowns do Cry

September 29, 2013


Clowns do Cry

Putting your best foot forward
Leaving anxieties and fears at the door
Knowing you can do so much more
A stampede of people all competing
All of it feeling so self defeating
Hopes and dreams
Tangled in a web of screams

Looking for a job is not for the faint of heart

Teresa Beyer