Saturday, July 28, 2012

Masquerade


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Masquerade
Watercolor on 300 lb Arches Paper
10.25 x 7.5
Teresa Beyer

My divorce was final on 07/27/12.

It is a bittersweet feeling ~ an end to a very passionate ~ Love/Hate relationship. In the end we were nothing more than tolerant of each other.

I am free to move forward untethered and alive, a free woman living somewhere in Ventura County of California.

I have written some lyrics on the mask painting from the artist Madonna’s song “Take a Bow.” Below in bold is what I chose to write.

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd

Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around no one around
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
One lonely star you don't know who you are

[Chorus:]

I've always been in love with you
I've always been in love with you
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted,

why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye bye bye, say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart breaking my heart
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
Just make 'em smile the whole world loves a clown
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played role that you played
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
One lonely star and you don't know who you are

[Chorus:]

Say good-bye bye bye, say good-bye

All the world is a stage
And everyone has their part has their part
But how was I to know which way the story'd go

How was I to know you'd break
[You'd break, you'd break, you'd break]
You'd break my heart

I've always been in love with you
[I've always been in love with you]
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

[Chorus:]

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Say good-bye


Friday, July 20, 2012

White Flower


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White Flower
11 x 15
Watercolor
Teresa Beyer

For me there is no escaping the lush sensuality of a flower. What else can I do? I have not other choice that to paint and translate this beautiful image.

As I plan my move the studio is the last to be packed ~ the first to be unpacked.

Preparing for my first ever garage sale ~ parting with much heavy baggage, starting new ~ fresh and light.

California here I come, right back where I started from ~ ~ ~

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

No Evil


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No Evil
7.5 x 11
Mixed Media
Teresa Beyer

Composed and Tranquel
            She ~             Hears no evil
                        Speaks no evil
                        Sees no evil

Everywhere she is
            Everywhere she goes
                        She sees the God in all

artist.teresabeyer@gmail.com


Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Freedom Mask


Freedom Mask
Watercolor on 300 lb paper
Mixed Media
$65.

Motivated and inspired by Celebration of Independence day here in the U.S. was my approach for this piece.

Freedom from Yesterday,

Perfect Day

Happiness are mine and yours

All is well
And unfolding as it should

Doesn’t it feel
Good to know!

Keeping the brushes wet,
Teresa


Sunday, July 1, 2012

Celebration Mask


Celebration Mask
7 x 7
$65.

Celebrating my growing and regaining sense of appreciation and awe.  This sense of child like wonder, which was lost for a while, is now returning.

Enjoying

Sunsets
Laughter
city streets
country roads
enjoying life’s simple pleasures and
simply glorious treasures.

Appreciating familiar paintings I know so well ~ while exploring artistic expression and technique with different mediums, moods, colors and words ~ I so want to explore and learn, the artist. The Artist within celebrates.

Having weathered a crisis I am now celebrating and finding
A stronger
different
more evolved me

I am changing and growing into
a happier
healthier
And independent me

Freedom
To sort
Clean
Dis~card
Acquire
Move

Bringing order into my world again,
Creating my world and who and what I choose to surround myself with.

My World is Good.
The World is God.

Celebrate Joy
With me

Teresa Beyer


Monday, June 25, 2012

Merium


Merium
Watercolor
8 x 8

Skin so soft and clear
Glowing from afar or near

Merium
Delirium

She must be using NeriumAD

A weak introduction to an incredible accidental discovery.
A revolutionary new anti aging night cream ~ NeriumAD

I’m going through some major changes ~ yes again.
Painting ~ Drawing and expressing with a new found freedom, this work is not being recorded nor exhibited.

Single again and finding my way home to friends and family in Ventura CA.

My website will come down soon ~ in the next week or so. I’m hoping to have it up and running again this fall.

You may follow me on my blog or Facebook ~ growing pains we all have them, they let us know we are alive.

Thursday, June 21, 2012

giving YOU up


Giving YOU up ~

I feel freedom ~ a bell
that rings within me

no more waiting for
 
YOU to come home
only to leave again
no more waiting for
phone calls
that never come.

Ahhh creative energy is no longer wasted
in unframed paintings
and letters never mailed.

and then

I slept peacefully the night through
my home now is my sanctuary.

everyday I have some more happiness.
some more life.

and all it took was giving YOU up.

and that took quite a bit.